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We hear a lot about spiritual growth as well. Whether Mystic or Methodist, Buddhist or Baptist, chances are we find ourselves thinking about what it means to develop and expand our spirits. When all is said and done, this kind of growth may be the most difficult of them all. In many ways, its course may be much less predictable than that of a pre-schooler, a petunia or a portfolio. Spiritual growth is risky. Moreover, it is elusive. However, of the many definitions that our contemporary culture offers, one in particular keeps presenting itself to me, as it has for the many years since the time I first ran across it. It comes from author and theologian, Frederick Buechner, in his book entitled, Now and Then. Buechner argues that spirituality is rooted in and grows from listening - not to everybody else, but to yourself, to your own life. He urged, "Listen to your life. See it for the fathomless mystery that it is. In the boredom and pain of it no less than in the excitement and gladness: touch, taste, smell your way to the holy and hidden heart of it because in the last analysis all moments are key moments...listen to your life". In other words, pay attention - to your tears, to your laughter, to your fear, to your hope, to your loneliness, to your connectedness - pay attention to those key moments when you sense yourself being more alive, more challenged, more centered, more a part of something greater. Spirituality, I think, is listening to our Self, and spiritual growth is learning to not be frightened by what we hear. In her book,
The Poisonwood Bible, Barbara Kingsolver uses the powerful phrase
"ferocious uncertainty" to describe what one of her characters
feels towards so many of the beliefs she once clung to so fiercely. Perhaps
all of us find ourselves to some degree in that phrase. When we were little,
life was easier to figure out. For the most part, things hung together,
and when they didn't, there seemed to be answers that we could swallow
easily. But through the years, life grows to be inherently complex - things
don't always hang together, we don't always hang together - and the answers
to which we looked don't always go down quite as effortlessly. Rob
Campbell, M.Div., M.A. Find out more about pastoral counseling.
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